Welcome February!

So, now i wanna talk about my depression and something like mental illness. Actually I know right that everyone of you must has a mental illness, it's just a matter of how we reflect it and how big the depression itself. Some of us maybe don't know if theirselves have mental illness. If you are one of them, please just continue your life happily. Don’t ever think too much, just enjoy and do everything that you want.

Like me, I'm being honest that I have anxiety. I always think about what will everyone say to me. If I did something wrong, what first come to my mind is people’s comments. People who has anxiety usually try to stay still and they have lots of thought that they can not express it directly. They try to cover what they worried about. Try to smile and being a normal people is their daily to do.

I’m a Pisces. And a Pisces known as a person who has many dreams. Sometimes just because I have many dreams, it scared me. About what will if I can’t achive them all, what will people say, what will my future self say to it. I think about little things a lot. One of my friend said to me, “ Chal always thinks whether herself should think or not. When she wanna think of things, she thought first ‘it is good for me to think about it?’ ”

Being a person who often think of life like that made me in difficult. But sometimes I just try to enjoy it and make it as fun. For you who has same anxiety like me, please don’t try to cover your problem, I know that you surrounded by great people whom ready to listen to your stories anytime you want. And we can share our problem if you want, feel free to contact me (don’t use it for negative things).

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One of my friend told me that he ever had a depression when his 2^nd grade of senior high school. Because he thought that he had no friend. I bet in our class always has three or more squads and they usually play with their friends only. It’s what my friend felt. Because he just wanted to be close with everyone so he didn't go enter any squad. Because of that, when there was class meeting he always stayed quite, he had no strong voice to say what his thought loudly, he was alone. Now he knows that the more adult he is, the more he will face scared thing like that.

Hi February!!

1. What Will  I Wannabe?

Dulu banget pas masih bocah, kita selalu punya banyak imaginasi tentang jadi apa kita nantinya dan dengan percaya dirinya kita pamer pada semua orang tentang cita-cita itu tanpa tau banyak rintangan untuk meraihnya. Yang ada pada pikiran kita saat itu hanya keyakinan yang besar bahwa hal itu pasti terjadi.

Lalu sekarang? Masikah ada semangat meraih cita-cita seperti dahulu? Sebagian dari kita mungkin akan berkata tidak. Dunia terlalu kejam bukan, membiarkan imajinasi penuh warna kita begitu saja hilang? Sebarnanya siapa yang salah disini? Kita? Atau dunia?

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2. What's Step Should I Do For It?

Jika udah ketemu job yang kiranya cocok. Pikirkan langkah yang tepat untuk meraihnya, make to-do list for it and start it now even when you're still schoolling. Karna jika gak dimulai nyicil dari sekarang, apa gak bakal kepepet kalau kalian lakukan semuanya secara mendadak di masa depan?

3. What's My Goals as Teen?

Apa sesuatu yang ingin kalian capai di masa muda ini? Disamping memikirkan masa depan, kita juga harus bisa membuat diri kita puas disaat ini. Mungkin seperti saat ini aku pingin punya banyak relasi dan banyak waktu untuk bisa main dengan temen sambil explore what am i good at.

Biarkan diri kalian dimasa depan bangga 'aku dulu udah pernah gini loh' 'aku udah bisa beli ini pas masih sma'. Bebaskan diri sendiri meng-explore and know what my strength and my weakness.

4. Last, Who Am I?

Siapa diriku? Cari tahu siapa diri kalian. Mungkin ada yang menjawab 'I'm a student's 'a writer' or 'a single'(just ignore the last one). Bukan jawaban seperti itu yang aku maksud. Apakah kalian dominan dan percaya diri? Keras kepala dan pintar? Baik dan selalu mengalah? Kenali diri lebih dalam, hal ini dapat membantu menemukan jati diri kita sebenarnya dan menentukan pekerjaan yang cocok untuk kita. Kenali diri lebih dari siapapun.

Lalu remaja seperti apakah kalian? 

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