COFFEE TALK : Of Depression And Life
Welcome February!
So, now i wanna talk about my
depression and something like mental illness. Actually I know right that
everyone of you must has a mental illness, it's just a matter of how we reflect
it and how big the depression itself. Some of us maybe don't know if
theirselves have mental illness. If you are one of them, please just continue
your life happily. Don’t ever think too much, just enjoy and do everything that
you want.
Like me, I'm being honest that I
have anxiety. I always think about what will everyone say to me. If I did
something wrong, what first come to my mind is people’s comments. People who
has anxiety usually try to stay still and they have lots of thought that they
can not express it directly. They try to cover what they worried about. Try to
smile and being a normal people is their daily to do.
I’m a Pisces. And a Pisces known as
a person who has many dreams. Sometimes just because I have many dreams,
it scared me. About what will if I can’t achive them all, what will people say,
what will my future self say to it. I think about little things a lot. One of
my friend said to me, “ Chal always
thinks whether herself should think or not. When she wanna think of things,
she thought first ‘it is good for me to think about it?’ ”
Being a person
who often think of life like that made me in difficult. But sometimes I just
try to enjoy it and make it as fun. For you who has same anxiety like me,
please don’t try to cover your problem, I know that you surrounded by great
people whom ready to listen to your stories anytime you want. And we can
share our problem if you want, feel free to contact me (don’t use it for negative
things).
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One of my friend
told me that he ever had a depression when his 2nd grade of senior
high school. Because he thought that he had no friend. I bet in our class
always has three or more squads and they usually play with their friends only.
It’s what my friend felt. Because he just wanted to be close with everyone so
he didn't go enter any squad. Because of that, when there was class meeting he always
stayed quite, he had no strong voice to say what his thought loudly, he was alone.
Now he knows that the more adult he is, the more he will face scared thing like
that.
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